S—, I know your life is somewhat less than you might wish… It’s going to get better. I know it is. In fact, it already has. I could hear in your voice the last time I was there that you were in a good place. As for mine, of course, well… I’m dealing with what I did. But, all is not lost. Things will turn around for me, eventually. They always seem to, though this time I’m not so sure, but maybe it will…
Oh, S—, you’re such a private person. Would you ever consider sharing more of who you are with the world?
Every day from this day to the next is difficult. But that’s no bother to you. You’re so strong, and fearless. I’m jealous of how carefree you are. No doubt you have a bright future traveling to and from far-off exotic locales, pulling down some ungodly sum of money, you lucky son-of-a-gun, you...
It would be so cruel if the universe would have you follow in your father’s footsteps. A life spent circling the drain while everyone else around you gets on in life… oh, the horror. Let me not think about it so as not to have it manifest.
S—, know that all I ever wanted for you to understand is that life is life, and not a death-in-progress. Treat time as something precious, not something to endure… See, there I go again, smothering, lecturing… Good on you for getting rid of me the way you did.
Here at the bottom,
G—